The Ups and Downs

Life has it's up's and downs. Life is a journey - a road that has many bumpy parts and down right terrifying parts…

Speaking with my Aunt Ross, her brother in-law my Uncle, is in a real pain, but now peaceful in the hospital. They are making like he is on his death bed. He's not fully recovered from his last operation to remove a tumor and then was told more cancer was back, but needed to build his strength before jemo could start…

Now 2 weeks ago, he went back into hospital for "Pain Management," but it seems he has gotten worse since then and not better. I truly hope he will recover enough…gain back enough strength to get more kemo and recover from this round of cancer, which he has had on and off since 2005. Come on Uncle David, pull through, you've done it before and I have a gut feeling your going to live to 80/10 more years.

But as I made the call tonight to England, my stomach (and still is) churning and…I guess my body is ready to receive the bad news…but my mind and I am not…as I feel he will recover and gain back his strength…